Had my conference today

All in all, I feel much more confident with where I'm going with this paper. I still don't have a clue as to what or where I'll end up but I feel it's part of the adventure to be confused, lost and deal with a quite large amount of anxiety while doing this. I really enjoy the fact with how much I'm attempting to tie random ass shit together into an academic paper and seeing if I can make it work or not, the trial and error of it just makes the challenge that much more engaging and through all the frustration kind of fun actually. I've only written about a page and a half so far before getting distracted by the geeky awesomeness that is the new final fantasy(its ridiculously awesome haha), but I figure an hour on the paper and two hours of this game will actually be far more productive than trying to tear through the entire thing in one blow. I'm hoping the sun comes out so I can go frolic outside for a bit and take my dog for a run with me to help get some creative juices flowing. I hope everyone else is feeling more confident in all of this now and getting along well.