coming to an end

so the time is near...it's almost the end of the semester...everything is winding down...i have to do a few touch-ups on my essays and then i think i'm good for monday...when i look back and think about my first college semester i kinda regret it...i know that i should've tried harder...then i wouldn't have to be taking anatomy again next semester...but i didn't try...and i feel sad that i let myself fail...cuz if i think about the future...i know that i can't just slide by without putting ALL of my best effort into school...so my goal for next semester is to give it my all...i'm just scared that i won't be able to reach that goal tho...